Sunday, May 10, 2009

Life

Answer me this, why do people always feel the need to lead you on and then break your heart? Do people get enjoyment from others hurt and suffering? Or maybe they are just oblivious to the way you may feel even though everyone else can clearly see it. These are some of the reasons why I am so tired of being single. I am tired of the hurt of falling for someone when they clearly don't fall back. I am tired of people making you think that you actually have a chance with them and then rip every shred of hope out from under you. But, most of all, I am tired of the lies.

There will always be those who love and those who are idiots and don't understand anything. Those who will believe others lies and the liars themselves. It's not fun but I guess we will all just have to deal with what life gives us and trust it. It may suck but we must realize that everything WILL work out in the end, we just have to give it time.

Reading back through this post I have noticed something: it started with me complaining about my life and went all the way to advise about life. But, isn't that a good thing? That in just a few short sentences I have made a change in how I feel and my thought processes. I still wish that I had a boyfriend that I knew wouldn't hurt me and never leave me but in the same sense it will work out. No one knows when or even if it will but that's part of life. The wait. It may not be the best part, it's actually one of the worst, no one likes to wait but it's something that everyone has to face. I am probably one of the most impatient people ever but we all will get our happy ending eventually; we just have to go through a few obstacles to get there.

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